Well It's been a long time since I've made another post on my blog. 2010 hasn't been the greatest of them all. It's actually been one of the worst starts. The shittiest part is that I don't feel any of it as fault. The things I do and did were all for the ones I love dearly. I don't think I've ever cared so much this year than any other year. Yes I'm 26 so maybe it's just part of growing up. I really need to get my effin stuff together though. Normally the things I do would beneifit more on my loved ones more than myself. I don't think I was raised that way.. I just think I created myself to be that way because of the heart I have. I'm a sucker for love. Who ain't right? People tell me to be selfish and to not care so much but it's hard because I've seen relationships like that and it NEVER works. Never. Two sides of the relationship have to balance and care for each other equally. If not, then it's a relationshieeeet. =P ..I was told that bad things always happen to the good guys which is true but how I think of it is that I'm due for better things to happen in the future. This is for the people who are selfish, stupid, and take people for granted... "You'll never realize it until it's gone."
The sun is starting to come out now which is awesome.. but I heard it was gonna snow again one more time. I don't remember when was the last time I went to the beach and shit like that. Who wants to come to Miami Beach with me? No not the Manitoba one. haha
Man on man it's been so long since the last time I was pursuing some kind of path for poker. I honestly don't know where I hit that wall to not continue it. I was doing so well until I hit that (brick,metal,electric,anything painful) wall and my passion for it just faded....temporarily. haha
I'm looking to start it up again but I have to pick my moments to where I can fit in again. How many people from Winnipeg can say they've played and met with poker pros like Daniel Negreanu, Vanessa Rousso, Antonio Esfandiari, Scotty Nguyen, and Johnny Chan? I had the pleasure of meeting with Jerry Yang who was the 2007 Main Event winner and guy has a heart bigger than mine. He's all about family, supporting kids for fundraising and donations. He's a great guy. How many can also say that they've competed in tournaments like the PCA(Pokerstars Caribbean Adventure) @ Atlantis Bahamas, $10K Main event in LasVegas and has a WSOP cash under his name? From what I can remember, I won my very first poker tournament in a reserve casino just outside of South Beach Miami, Florida. It was a smaller tournament but I think that was my motivation to continue playing poker. I remember coming back to Winnipeg and played in 3 tournaments at our local Club Regent Casino. Made 2 final tables out of the three i've played. Was a regular at the 5-10 no limit cash table and 10-20 limit table. So after all that ... I say I've done pretty well. I still can't get over how I lost in the Main Event. I will never get over it. I should have been a TV because that was a TV hand. haha
Playoffs for Senior Mens is coming 2-3 weeks so I have to get back into shape again.
Can't wait for the upset on River Blues. lol
On a last note. I hope everything will be okay with you.
Peace.
-Eldz
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